💕Calling in the One: Day 26
More work on integrity today. The timing for these chapters is amazing. Writing out the agreements I haven't kept, all of the unspoken thank you's and boundaries, the apologies that never happened, and excuses that prevent me from moving forward. It's a lot to digest. Haha. I actually felt pretty deflated after reading the chapter, but at some point during the day was struck with this burst of enthusiasm and belief in myself. Just this sudden thought of I CAN DO THIS!
I was out shopping for furniture and other things for my new apartment. Found a great couch on clearance, and the salesman was really attractive. The fun, flirty exchange was so refreshing for my playful spirit. Been way too serious lately. I definitely feel different here than I did in the city. Just less talkative and more internal-- much less vitality. My spiritual sister told me yesterday that when she left NYC, she went through a detox period, so maybe that's what I'm experiencing. My best friend says he thinks I'm being revived, but it feels like death at first. Makes sense to me. Pretty much a detox.
I did, like 5 minutes of yoga today. There's not much space in my parents' house for that sort of thing, so I'm really looking forward to moving into my new place! I feel like all of the work I did to open and align has been slightly reversed. It's okay. The resistance will just help me build the muscle!
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Warmest Wishes, Rachael